point of repulsion

people must know the truth
science, reasons of life must have it’s own basis so people would be able to push themselves from it and start their own way, but people can’t start their way to go without point of repulsoin. and this point is the truth – truth about who we are, where we are, why we are here. we lost our start point. or, maybe never knewed about it. and now we drowning in the ocean of quantum physics and theories of possibilities. we loose base point of repulsion and now everything you think\know\see\hear\feel are possibly wrong (deceit).
in this situation we don’t know what is truth, where to go and never will.

i’ve been waiting


i’ve been waiting so long
to live on my own
and no regard yesterday
and do all in my way

i’ve been waiting so long

i’ve been searching my home
thought that i’m not alone
i’m failed to die
tell me who now am i

tell me who now am i

found no reasons to cry
found no friend alive
nuclear bloody sky
tell me who now am i

all my world simply died

have no reasons to fight
any aim to survive
tell me who now am i
tell me where now am i

below nuclear sky

tell me where we are now
tell me who we are now
tell me why we are here
i need some to believe.

i need eyes to believe.

i’ve been waiting so long
to live on my own
with no reasons to pray
and always have chips in-play

count on lucky today
and no regard yesterday
time bomb, i’m and row
someday world will blow.
someday this hell will blow.