HOW HAVE I BECOME A COMPOSER

My first personal album is called “Чорнобиль” (eng. Chornobyl). Constructed in 2001. This album is made with Dance eJay. Yes, I know it’s lame to use a baby software just like that, but as I was a kid, this software actually inspired me, and made me fall in-love with music composition. I loved constructing stuff, as a boy. I used to cut-off little plane wings from a hard paper, and glue them on top of small, cheap toy cars. From an actual constructor I used to make a runway and played a “very hard landing” game in “real life” conditions. I got the inspiration to build my own airport after playing, lol, Top Gun on my Dendy. Dendy is a Chinese Famicom fake – the one and only. There were no original Famicom gaming consoles in the late 90′s in CIS, only fakes. I loved that game. I still do. Landind that bastard of a plane was always such a challenge. So, love to challenges made me love the Top Gun NES game, which then, in its turn, inspired me to build an airport from a constructor, which made me then like constructing things. After few years, when I tried the eJay software, I found a non-linear resemblance with the constructor I had a lot of fun using, as I tried to create an airport, after I played Top Gun, after I got a Dendy. Consequently, I started “constructing” music more and more. I started realizing that I need to have a nickname like every cool composer does, so I called myself “KoHcTpyKtoP” (reads as “constructor”). Seemed cool to me. This is how one can become a music composer after trying to land a plane in a video game from the late 80′s.
That is how I became a composer, but not only. I have also become an aviation fan. I study aerodynamics and aircraft ergonomics as a hobby. From time-to-time, I love to get that old, dusty Dendy out of the basement, and play some Top Gun.

External sources:

What’s eJay
What’s constructor
What’s Chornobyl
What’s Dendy anyway
What’s Top Gun NES game

“RAINBOWS” AND SOME THOUGHTS

This is a copy of a message sent by me to my friend. I just thought I’ll leave some notes of the way I had been seeing the world before I died.

This is actually not the only new thing I did. I have added like a realtime delay before the sounds. What I mean is, time that sound requires for its travel depends from the distance between you and an instrument. For example, imagine a band playing like 20 meters in front of you. Singer is on the front, guy with a guitar is somewhere little to the right and a little behind, and the drummer is like few meters behind them. Now, what I did is I cloned this situation, adding 17 milliseconds delay to a guitar, 28 milliseconds delay to percussion, no delay for a bass guitar, and so on. This way you don’t hear the actual delay, but on the level of your subconsciousness your ears “feel” it. Our brain is a very complicated thing, and a huge part of spacial information we are getting without even being able to understand it on a level of consciousness. For example, echo, we hear echoes on subconsciousness level all the time, even in our bedrooms, but we don’t know we hear them. If we hear a low frequency echoes, our brain automatically computes that the source of the sound is far away, but if we hear echoes with high frequencies then we immediately think that the source of the sound is near. The higher frequencies we hear in echoes the closer the source of the sound naturally is. We never understand why we know that the sound is near, but this is only because on the subconsciousness level it has been computed that way.

I am studying sound a lot. I have even studied documentations where people tried to use sound waves to create warps in the atmosphere in order to push aircraft through these warps on hyper speeds, cheating the resistance force in that way. I found documentations about people who used sound waves in order to change behavior of atoms, invert magnetic polarity, and, as a result, levitate objects. This technology was presumably used for thousands of years, until government decided that books should teach that human came from a monkey, which would contradict to the fact that ancient people could move 100 tons blocks and build pyramids out of these blocks. This is why some knowledge is kept in a secret. I’m sidetracking, but it’s a “P.S.” message lol, so I’m just gonna say unrelated things.

I personally think that sound, or to be more correct, the study of vibrations, micro- and macro-, is the future of our civilization, if we will learn to manipulate atoms and magnets with them. Sound is everywhere, even in open space, in vacuum. When asteroids, for example, collide, they vibrate, and if you were able to touch them (not that it would be a smart thing to do) you would feel the vibration – it’s the sound. Atoms, when they move, they vibrate. It’s the sound of atoms. Sound is in everything.

As you can understand I am not “seeing” music as a regular musician. There is something different I am trying to achieve with my music.

DREAM AND LEVELS OF CONSCIOUSNESS

I think we have at least three levels of independent consciousness – sub-consciousness, consciousness, and super-consciousness. They, trapped together in one cell, try as hard as possible to exist in symbiosis. I have two theories: either all three types of consciousness are using dreams to communicate with each other, or it is only super-consciousness trying to deliver messages to consciousness.

GOLDEN CIRCLE OF PROFIT

Alcohol, cigarettes, and drugs are causing serious hormonal disorders. Hormonal disorders causing numbness, depression, high stresses, digestion and metabolism problems, which results to desire of some more alcohol, cigarettes and drugs.
It’s an awful never ending golden circle of profit for Billion Dollar Corporations. (BDC)
They strike kids on all levels with – depressive songs, films, unhealthy fat foods, alcohol and drug propaganda. All this, to create a gold circle of profit.

Nudity causes endorphins to form in an abnormal volume. This helps so called conditioned reflexes to get stronger with what the human sees along with the nudity (usually, on tv\internet it’s nudity+alcohol, nudity+drugs). Seeing drugs, alcohol, and cigarettes along with the nudity results in a deep feel of happiness, bypassing the mind center of a critic, forming the strongest conditioned reflex, piercing into the human brain.

THIRD PERSON TIME PERSPECTIVE

 
Creator: H-variable
Album: Linear Regression
Composition Name: “Third Person Time Perspective”
Release Date: 17.03.2012
Idea, Notes, Arts, Audio Samples, Effects and Performance made by H-variable.

Seeing the time from third person perspective. Where am I? Is this even possible to run a process of to see, while to be at the place of outside the time? How can I think outside the time, without following the ruling order of continuation?




http://h-variable.com

FUTURE MORNINGS v1.3

 
Creator: H-variable
Album: Linear Regression
Composition Name: “Future Mornings”
Release Date: 27.02.2012
Version 1.3 Date: 17.03.2012
Idea, Notes, Arts, Audio Samples, Effects and Performance made by H-variable.

Chilling mornings,
Early mornings,
When Sun still sleeping
and Earth, old Earth
is covered with fog.
No cars, no people,
clean, lonely roads
and future – the next day.




http://h-variable.com